Antifeminism

Beef Burrito

Sun, 21 Nov 2004 00:47:14 GMT

I have my internet back fuckas.

Thu, 30 Sep 2004 06:19:44 GMT

For those of you who do not know, yet still look at this journal for some odd reason, I have no online access from my house so I cannot get online. I will get it back.. sometime but I do not know when. oh well. happy trails.

gfh

Sat, 10 Jul 2004 21:53:29 GMT

Im back. people said I look gay ;o

But I have a job now.

Fuck you all n.n;

Lola Ray - Automatic Girls

Fri, 04 Jun 2004 08:40:24 GMT

http://www.redmusic.com/video/LolaRay/AutomaticGirl.asx

Bad day

Wed, 19 May 2004 05:56:43 GMT

Okay today has just been a shitty day for like everyone. I woke up at 9:00 to go to Boneys and apply and I had to sit there and take off my nail polish in the parking lot. so I filled out the ap and then the girl in there was flirting with me. people tell me to cut my hair or I will not get a job. then the whole day goes on with people harassing me. so I got pissed off became an asshoel to everyone pissed off people so bad and I ran away for a little bit. I walked down the main road hoping people would come get me so I made it a little bit and my legs got sore so then I went around trying to use a phone. and I used one at a taco shop. Tyler broke up with his girlfriend today and she socked him int he face lmao. also Anthony called and he is in jail with 2 broken hands it seems. I hope he is okay. Ryan is still out of it hobbling around from his moto cross accident. my carebear's leg is charred ;[ and they kept punching me. oh well. oh and Micah quit his job at the icebox ! and it looks like I am getting a job where Terra works. and I am going to go for my drivers liscence ;x anyways things should shape out alot better I hope. ah well. I ran away.. thats fucking funny. I am so pathetic. and such a drama queen... oh well we will see how stuff goes. and sorry guys if I pissed you off I am going to shape up okay? ;[

sfghjkl

Mon, 17 May 2004 06:22:25 GMT

if anyone bothers to read this. leave a comment .. if no one read it there is no fucking point in keeping it up

Childish Dreams.

Sun, 16 May 2004 09:35:52 GMT

Vampires and Fleas

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I'm not now
Never was
And never will be.
Childish Dreams...

I'm not who I am
Who I seem
Or pretend to be.
Childish Dreams...

Never understood faith.
Even though I tried.
Never understood people.
And for what they thrive.
This life is just useless.
Over and over in my mind.
All I have gathered.
From people and what they show.
Crime, Selfishness, Lust , Deprevity.
Hate, Greed, Fear and "Prosperity"
I'ts all a game.
In which everything is the same.

The only time people care.
Is when it is convinient for them.
This is not a song.
Just written that way.

A spider spins its web.
As people weave their lives.
Clouded and unclear.
With peoples selfish lies.
Faith and love.
All bullshit in my eyes.

There has to be a way.
But to me it just seems.
Everything is mundane.
People are like fleas.
Suck what they want out of something.
Till there is nothing left.
Move and repeat.
Till everyone is dead.
The vampires of today.
Just another word for humanity.
The blood that is life.
The mayhem and strife.
The light is too bright.
So shelter your eyes.
Spread all your lies.
Drain from the lives.
And mate with your wives.

People have faith.
Because it is so easy.
To put all of your trust.
In a " Holy Being "
Belive there is a purpose.
without any reasoning.
Something to look foreward to..

So go out and live your life.
Spread your plague, and belief.
Utter a sigh of relief.
I hate my life and want to die.
I need a way out.
An end.
Suicide again seems a shiney key.
Jagged like life.
Yet perfectly fit.
To open the door.
To where?

If life is useless.
And death is useless.
What point is there?
I'm just living to die.

A shiney gun.
with a bullet.
To clear my mind.
All you have to do is pull it.
Relax and fall.

Life is all about money.
Who can get how much.
What you can buy.
Who you can show it off to.
Give meaning to your life.

A gun for me is too expensive.
A knife is too slow.
Pills never work.
and jumping is just for show.
If there is a God.. Please kill me.
For the fact that I can't.
I just live.
Waiting to die...

Request # 1 = " Lost Love "

Tue, 11 May 2004 08:12:41 GMT

Of Fairy Tales and Lies

-----------------------------------

Everything seems so out of place.
Seems I was just another pretty face.
A picture to frame.
Cracked and disgraced.
Along the dresser of yesterday.
Scarred with the burden of being replaced.
I can still recall your taste.
Raped from me all that was chaste.
Used me and threw me to waste.
Was I just another game?
A little pawn for you to claim.
On your way to the throne.
Left stranded and alone.
Discarded and empty.

Everything that was me I gave to you.
Nothing is left now, all has been used.
Broken and shattered, now nothing to lose.
soon comes the day where I have to choose.
Empty thoughts surrounded with abuse.
So go ahead and make another excuse.

Silence is forever.

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Song Requested by Heather. Any requests for a song. ask me x.x; but I dunno I suck at writing.

Another song. sheeesh x.x;

Mon, 10 May 2004 09:13:14 GMT

disneyland dreams of a suicide mind.

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As the razor kisses my writst
Pain and remembrance come as bliss
Just another thing to do on my list
waiting in silence
wading in the cesspool of life
stating the facts
serrating my existance
all of my future determined in an instant
the children make fun of you
hold the blade steady and true
laughing and scoffing and calling weird names
trace your life along the vein
stupid children with their childish games
press deep inside, remember your aim
they laughed and they cried
all scarring your mind
tell the world I wont be back
I need a change
tell the world I wont be back
I'm not playing their games.

gone, gone, gone...

( this one is a work in progress )

Trip ( cop out )

Mon, 10 May 2004 08:03:47 GMT

Well everyone went to the a7x concert... I heard it wasnt all that great from a few people, but whatever.. I guess I had a little trip of my own of sorts.. after they all got home the next day was schedualed for me to hang out with Talie because she got off being grounded.. so Talia, Kim and Ryan came over. Ryan was tripping hardcore and his pupils were tiny as hell, we were watching the beaners in the pool and I just kept laughing at all the stupid shit he seemed to be concentrating. so anyways we tried to go to the house but Mike decided he would not let anyone in so I was frustrated and I figured I would take some corecedin ( I don't know how to spell that word ) so Talia insisted that I should not take the pills but I had already swallowed 8 of em so she tooks some and mitchell took some Ryan took some more (not the usual ryan, Kim's friend Ryan) and Kim took some.and it took a while for it to kick in, but wow.. I cant really explain it but it was alll numbness... and blurry and just everything was odd.. time seemed to be going so fast but when you pay attention to something it goes by so damned slow.. I puked a few times. and Talia was watching over my back, Micah also came in and gave me water and checked if I was alright. Thanks you guys. but one time Talia walked in when I was trying to take a piss... it was funny as hell because I had forgetten how to pee for a while there.. but third times a charm >.>; anywas I went thru the night completely unaware of anything really I talked to people and then I cannot remember much.. I met some girl named ugh.. I forgot her name but she was jordans friend and she was talking to me when I was fucked up so that was pretty cool. then I went to slep and woke up still utterly fucked and stumbled around all day .. mothers day has ben a blur and I do not like those pills now. anyways.. just trial and error I suppose.

I got drunk and wrote a song ;x hah

Thu, 06 May 2004 04:13:19 GMT

Die Ignorant Scum

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People are simple little toys.
Fun for all the girls and boys.
Packed full of those fleshen joys.
Sex is exstacy overused.
Beaten battered and bruised.
But the joy is simply abused.
Good for nothing, cock sucking.
Son of a mother fucking.
Bitch ass I'm cumming.
Slap her in the neck.
Toss her on her back.
Oh, hello. My name is Jack.
So how is your life?
What type of music do you listen do?
Oh thats cool, what else can ya do?

Wake up, interract, repeat.
Another little boy out on his feet.
Make so many kids you can't keep track.
As long as that bitch lays down on her back.
Doesn't matter if you can support.
The only thing ya gotta do is make more.
If you don't want, you can always abort.

" Sex is evil.
Evil is sin.
Sin is forgiven.
So let's beging"

Everyones out to just bust a nut.

Fuck people.
Fuck this song.
Kill yourselves.
Do it bitch.
I hate you.

~ Timmei

Okay I got drunk. and I was bored. needed something to do.. so there it is.. lmao

another song

Wed, 05 May 2004 11:51:53 GMT

Prescribed

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Just give me one more.
One little pill.
One to fufill.
The emptyness inside of me

Visions inside.
Feelings prescribed.
My self will die.
Take as many as necissary.

You tell me how I should feel.
But alone in the dark things haunt me still.
Why don't you prescribe me another pill?
Help me forget everything that's real.

Am I artificial enough for you?
What else should I do?
To make me more like you.

But society is not the place for me.
I sit alone and I pry.
At the corners of my life.

Suicide seems the only key.

© Timmei, 2004 --- Fiend Records.

Faique

Mon, 03 May 2004 08:13:21 GMT

A song by yours truely for our band entitled Faique

-- Intro --

Live your life accordingly.
Don't question our authority.
We have the seniority.
To conjure up another story.
For the weak of heart, the faint of will.
So thump your books, but listen still.
Sit thru church and hear God's will.
Buy a cross and raise it high.
Live up to the manufactured lie.
Of pain and death, belief and fate.
It's all that shit I fucking hate.
Hold your crutch and hold it tight.
Look directly to the light.
What if what I say is right?
Justify yourself to him.
As the world wavers, turns and spins.
Don't worry you wont go to hell.
Just live the lie and do it well.
Have a rule book they are on sale.
Thump it, hump it, hold it tight.
Read it over every night.
Lie to yourself, lie to me.
Force everyone in the world to belive

-- chorus --

Don't worry my children you have your faith.
So grit your teeth and grin your face.
Pray and repent for your mistakes.
Hold your ankles and stand in place
LET JESUS FUCK YOU !

-- Outro --

What is good and what is right.
You may pass away tonight.
So pucker up and kiss his ass.
Learn to love the taste real fast.
If you dont you go to hell.
Be prepared to be cooked well.
A pit of fire, screaming and pain.
All for taking his name in vain.
Preacher man go grab your grease.
Choir boy get on your knees.
Priests or Rapists with biblical degrees?
The house of God, the house of Fraud.
A guide for life to the beyond.
The price is only $9.95.
Fuck it, let ignorance be your guide.

© Timmei, 2004 --- Love songs by Timmei ;o

Survey

Sun, 02 May 2004 08:42:39 GMT

I did a fucking survey I got from Heather's journal. first one ever... enjoy.. or not.

1. Thrown up in public?: Nope
2. Made someone else throw up?: No
3. Held hands with someone?: when I was little, and had to cross streets ;o!
4. Hugged someone outside your family?: Yes
5. Kissed someone outside your family?: Yes. Don't ask
6. Had a makeout session with the opposite gender?: Not by choice, Damn truth or dare
7. Had a makeout session with the same gender?: No
8. Done a flip off a diving board?: I did one off of like 4 benches stacked up on eachother... rickety and all
9. Punched someone?: Not hard ;[
10. Been punched by someone?: Yeah , Stupid Faggots ;[
11. Lost a friendship over something stupid?: Yeah
12. Gotten the friendship back afterward?: Nope
13. Tongue-kissed someone?: I suppose
14. Shared a romantic moment with someone?: Nope
15. Cursed at your friends?: Yeah
16. Cursed at your family?: Yeah
17. Cursed because you could?: Yeah
18. Done any drugs?: Yep.
19. Smoked?: Cigs, all the time: Weed, A thing of the past
20. Drank?: Quite a bit
21. Pissed someone off before?: Always
22. Accidentally?: Nope
23. Purposely?: Yeah
24. Had unprotected sex?: Nope
25. Had sex?: No sir ;p well...
26. Spent money for the sake of spending it?: Yes
27. Tried to kill yourself before?: Alot ;x
28. Made fun of somebody out of boredom?: Of course
29. Made someone cry?: Yeah
30. Been made fun of by someone?: Constantly
31. Been really depressed before?: Yeah
32. Been to a psychiatrist before?: Yep
33. Had a really freaky dream?: Always ;o
34. Wet the bed?: Prolly when I was little
35. Faked being sick to miss school?: Constantly, Fuck school!
36. Actually made yourself sick to miss school?: No.. You can do that? I fooled alot of people tho.. even the nurses!
37. Had a freaky "fan boy" obsession?: Miyavi!
38. Been in love with an anime character?: Rikku?
39. Collected bottle caps?: Hell no! I was too cool when I was little
40. Collected stamps?: I have stamps.. but I wouldnt call it a collection.. more like a stack?
41. Collected cards?: No.. I just toss em.
42. Bragged about something to make someone jealous?: Fuck yeah..
43. Stolen?: Maybe
44. Cheated?: I never did schoolwork enough to even want to cheat.
45. Lied?:Yes
46. Made fun of a religion?: Constantly
47. Laughed at a racist joke?: I am the one making them
48. Told a racist joke?: Of course.. thats all I know
49. Visited a pornographic website?: Who hasnt? I mean.. the fucking internet.
50. Taken surveys like this out of boredom?: Just this one.. I don't even know why I am x.x;

A is for age: 20
B is for boyfriend: Haha! I couldnt change this to girl. so .. of course not! I don't dig dudes ;x
C is for career: Rock Star Status !
D is for dad's name: Fuck him ;[
E is for essential item to bring to a party: Party? Never been to one.
F is for favorite song at the moment: Avenged Sevenfold - Second Heartbeat
G is for good movie you recently saw: Pirates of the Caribbean.
H is for hometown: Oceanside, California
I is for instruments you play: Vocals in the band. and I have played guitar and bass. but I suck so bad at those
J is for Jewel that you like: Fuck Jewel she sucks. someone kill her ;[
K is for kids: Demons! Neverrrrrrr
L is for living arrangements: Brother and a Room mate I have known since like 4rth grade
M is for mom's name: Susie's Fluff and Fold.
N is for number of people you've slept with: I sleep with my teddy bear
O is for overnight hospital stays: Never
P is for phobia[s]: alot... cannot list them
Q is for quote you like: "Fuck those Fuckers"
R is for right, what's on your right: Club Closet door
S is for sexual position: Don't know. Sex is evil
T is for time you wake up: 2 pm?
U is for unique trait(s): Nothing is unique.. Everything has already been done before. and if there is something no one has done, I won't be the first to do it.
V is for vegetable you love: Ciggarette ;o
W is for worst habit: Habit is a cop out. if you don;t like it. fucking quit. dumbshits. addiction is a made up word.
X is for x-rays you've had: Teeth
Y is for yummy food you make: Fuck cooking, there is fast food for that.
Z is for zodiac sign: Aries

ABOUT YOU
Your full name:: Timmei Louis Howard
Age:: 20
Height:: 5'7''
Natural hair colour:: Dark Brown
Eye colour:: Brown
Number of siblings:: 1
Glasses/contacts?:: Neither
Piercings:: None
Tattoos:: Nope. I want a skull n crossbones
Braces?:: no

FAVOURITE
Colour:: Pink
Band:: Avenged Sevenfold
Song:: Second Heartbeat
Stuffed animal:: My Care Bear
Video game:: MX Unleashed
TV show:: Cheers
Movie:: Pirates of the Caribbean
Book:: Don't read em.
Food:: Burrito
Game on a cell phone:: Talking on it?
CD cover:: I don't look into them much
Flower:: Dead ones.
Scent:: Cig smoke ;o
Animal:: Clown Fish
Comic book:: Jthm
Cereal:: Captain crunch!
Website:: Kisei.org
Cartoon:: Sponge Bob, Aqua Teen hunger force

DO YOU
Play an instrument?:: some
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: prolly not
Like to sing?:: Vocals ;[ I need to practice
Have a job?:: I need one
Have a cell phone?::Yep
Like to play sports?:: Hell no
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: Sure
Have a crush on someone?:: I suppose
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:: No
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: Yeah
Have any special talents/skills?:: Naw
Excercise daily?:: My excersize is lighting up a cigarette.
Like school?:: Hell now, Who the fuck likes school?

CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?:: Nope
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: Yeah
Speak any other languages?:: not fluently
Go a day without food?:: sure
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: Yes
Read music, not just tabs?:: yah
Roll your tongue?:: Yeah
Eat a whole pizza?:: Of course.

HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?:: I don't recall
Cried to get out of trouble?:: Yes
Gotten lost in your city?:: Yeah
Seen a shooting star?:: Nope
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: Mexico?
Had a serious surgery?:: No
Stolen something important to someone else?:: Naw
Solved a rubiks cube?:: No patience
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: Yeah
Cried over a girl?:: I Dont know
Cried over a boy?:: nope
Kissed a random stranger?:: no
Hugged a random stranger?:: I think so
Been in a fist fight?:: once or twice
Been arrested?:: No
Done drugs?:: Yeah
Had alcohol?:: Yes
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: No. I don't drink milk much... damn brittle bones
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: YES!
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: No
Swore at your parents?:: Of course.
Been to warped tour?:: I don't do concerts.
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: Haha.. I think I did that to sam.
Been in love?:: Yeah
Been close to love?:: Of course
Been to a casino?:: Yep.. they are boring
Ran over an animal and killed it?:: I don't drive.
Broken a bone?:: No
Gotten stitches?:: Yep.. Damn mike
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: Nope
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: I don't like milk
Made homemade muffins?:: I don't cook.
Bitten someone?:: Yes
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:: Splash mountain!
More than 5 times?:: prolly 4 or 3
Been to niagra falls?:: No.. I don't travel much.
Burped in someones face?:: Yeah
Gotten the chicken pox?:: Yeah

WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth:: This morning
Went to the bathroom:: A few mins ago
Saw a movie in theaters:: Freddy vs Jason?
Read a book:: Lord of the flies in highschool.. But I didn't read it all
Had a snow day:: It does not snow here
Had a party:: No parties.. just constant kick backs
Had a slumber party:: slumber party.. I think I call it passing out at a friends house
Made fun of someone:: Every Hour.
Tripped in front of someone:: Don't recall
Went to the grocery store:: Yesterday
Got sick:: Fuck if I know
Cursed:: Just now! for the fuck of it.

PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables:: Fruit
Black/white:: Black
Lights on/lights off:: Lights off
TV/movie:: Tv
Car/truck: Car
Body spray/lotion:: spray?
Cash/check:: Cash
Pillows/blankets:: Pillows
Headache/stomach ache:: Headache
Paint/charcoal:: Paint
Chinese food/mexican food:: MEXICAN!
Summer/winter:: Summer
Snow/rain:: Rain
Fog/misty:: Fog!
Rock/rap:: Rock
Meat/vegetarian:: Meat
Boy/girl:: What? I don't get it..
Chocolate/vanilla:: Vanilla
Sprinkles/icing:: Icing
Cake/pie:: Pie
French toast/french fries:: French fries
Strawberries/blueberries:: Strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool:: Pool
Hugs/kisses:: Hugs
Cookies/muffins:: Cookies
p33n/bewbz:: Wtf Mate.
Wallet/pocket:: Wallet
Window/door:: Door
Emo/goth:: Goth
Pink/purple:: Pink
Cat/dog:: Cat
Long sleeve/short sleeve:: Long
Pants/shorts:: Pants
Winter break/spring break:: Neither!
Spring/autumn:: Autumn
Clouds/clear sky:: Clear
Moon/mars:: Moon

FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?:: Crapload
What are their names?:: Fuck.. I am not listing people. all of my friends know who they are
Do you have a best friend?:: Nope
Have you ever liked one of your friends?:: I don't recall
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:: Guy
Have you ever lost a friend?:: Of course. people are fake.
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:: Hell yeah, Tyler and Card.. six flags!
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?:: Tromadon!
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:: Yeah
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?:: I do miniscule tasks. fuck going out of my way
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:: they constantly do alot of shit
Do you miss any of your old friends?:: Fuck those fuckers!, if they arent my friend now, they fucked up.. oh well
What friend have you known the longest?:: God! like since 4rth grade
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:: Regret is lame
If so, what is it?:: nothing
How often do you spend time with your friends?:: They are constantly here
Do any of your friends drive?:: of course.
Has a friend of yours ever died?:: No. we are invincible!
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:: alot of jackass stunts ;o
What do you think your friends think of you?:: The weird one who does not go outside much. But I guess pretty much they like me when I am not annoying them!

LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?:: Yes
If you have, with who?:: Fuck you.
Are you single?:: I am married to myself Bitch!
Are you in a relationship?:: 20 yrs
If so, for how long?:: see above!
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: No. love is just hormones. but if I am with anyone I suppose they are the one for me
What is your idea of the best date?:: Never been on one..
What was your first kiss like?:: Truth or dare. Fuck Jenna! and Sam for making do it!
How old were you when you got your first kiss?:: 18
Do you think love is a load of shit?:: Possibly. who knows.
Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?: smacking a bitch ;[
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?:: I am maried !
Have you ever been dumped?:: Yeah
Have you ever dumped someone?:: All the time! I make a game of it.
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?:: nothing

WORD ASSOCIATION
Slippers:: Mikes
Hat:: Fuck
Hard:: Life ;o
Free:: No one.
Space:: bar
Taste:: Music
Good charlotte:: eh
Red:: blood
Deep:: pool
Heart:: second heartbeat
Cord:: guitar
Cheese:: the cheese is old and model, where is the bathroom?
Rain:: water?
Work:: need
Pedal:: Drums
Head:: Hair
Bed:: sleep
Fluff:: Mr Bunny!
Hardcore:: Avenged Sevenfold
Race: NIGGER
Knife:: Cut
Jump:: White men can't

I....
am:: Me
want:: Pepsi.
need:: Lyn
crave:: Burrito
love:: Cigarette.
hate:: People.
did:: Coke! a cola ( pepsi is better )
feel:: Bored.
miss:: ter
am annoyed by:: people.
would rather:: Taquitos
am tired of:: this survey
will always:: be weird ;o

SILLY STUFF
What is your favourite genre of music?:: Jrock, Metalcore
What time is it now?:: 1:31 am
What day is it?:: Saturday
Whens the last time you called someone?:: Talia.. earlier.
How much money do you have right now?:: $000.00
Are you hungry?:: Yes
Whatcha doin?:: This survey. doy.
Do you like parades?:: Nah.
Do you like the moon?:: Shoot the moon!
What are you going to do when youre done with this?:: Post it on Livejournal
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:: Fuck you, You got me saying it and looking like a jackass.. but no one pays attention to me so its ok
If you could have any magical power what would it be?:: To slaughter masses of people on my own free will and take over the whole fucking world!
Have you ever had a picnic?:: Hahahaa.. when I was younger.. she brought peanut butter and jelly sammiches!
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?:: Hell no!
What about sock em boppers?:: Nope
Are you wearing any socks right now?:: Yes. and boots!

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny? It is prolly annoying when I try to be
pretty?:: Fugly
sarcastic?:: Extremely.
lazy?:: Constantly
hyper?:: Sometimes...
friendly?:: Nope.
evil?:: Fuck yes!
smart?:: I wish.
strong?:: I am weak as hell. thats why I don't fight people!
talented?:: Naw
dorky?:: I am taking this fucking quiz arent I?

FOR OR AGAINST
suicide:: Pro!
love:: eh.. I guess pro.
drunk drivers:: Idiots.
airplanes:: BOOM!
war:: Religious disputes.
canada:: Ca nana Da!
united states:: Fuck them.
rock music:: PRO
gay marriage:: Stupid fags!
school:: Anti
surveys:: Anti
parents:: Anti
cars:: eh.
killing:: PRO
britney spears:: Anti. Fucking whore ;o
coffee:: eh.
pants:: Pro.

WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?:: Hell yes. "Ooops I forgot my chute.. darn.. hello tree!"
Play strip poker?:: Nope. too unconfortable with those situations.
Run away?:: From where?!
Curse at a teacher?:: HAhahahahaa always did.
Not take a shower for a week?:: I am lazy. so ... yes!
Ask someone out?:: depends on the occasion. I usually trick em into asking me.
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: I have before. but that was a long time ago. my brother talked to the same person and I got busted!
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: eh.. maybe
Go scuba diving?:: under da sea!
Write a book?:: no.
Become a rockstar?:: Hell yes!
Have casual sex?:: Never ;[

LAST QUESTIONS
What shampoo do you use?:: whatever is there
Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?:: never
What kind of computer do you have?:: E machines.
What grade are you in?:: I dropped out.
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: no. I throw other things
Or just make out?:: I like the prior answer "Fuck that if you pay 9 bucks for a fucking movie you better watch that shit!"
How many posters do you have in your room?:: None. just writing on the walls.
How many cds do you have?:: I use mp3s
What time is it now?:: 1:40 am

Muscle

Fri, 30 Apr 2004 06:32:34 GMT

Tyler is my muscle

See. Told ya so. Fuck wit me, get Tyler on yo ass! ;o

Pictures

Wed, 28 Apr 2004 23:17:35 GMT

Well lets see Ashleigh and I took pictures together today here is one of them go to http://miyavi.textamerica.com to see more ;o I look so fat in them v.v;

Burrito festivito salsa fresce rancharito

Sun, 25 Apr 2004 07:12:37 GMT

My burrito is on top of Tim Goodermans ( God ) burrito and we are about to dip them and swallow them and have a gay old time. Rock on!

2 hrs / 4 2-litres

Sat, 24 Apr 2004 05:57:28 GMT

2 hrs for 4 2 litres of grape soda, mitchell needs to drink them all in the alloted time, without any of it coming up, spilling or anything he consumes it all in 2 hrs and gets $150.00 if he fails he pays for the soda. can he do it? -will update when it is finished. ----- Edit ----- Okay .. he failed ;o We have tons of grape soda on mitchell ;o

Remember when...

Fri, 23 Apr 2004 10:38:28 GMT

New layout.. decided it was time for a pretty much complete change. to make myself not so much like the utt Layout as well as Tyler's .. So here it is. Hope you like it. And if not, oh well.

band setup

Mon, 19 Apr 2004 00:49:03 GMT

Okay the band setup as of now is as follow

Ryan : Vocals
Timmei : Vocals
Micah : Rythm Guitar
Tim God : Lead Guitar
Mike : Bass
Tyler : Drums

Thats the band ;] now all we need to do is practice hardcore and stop wasting fucking time. Time is the only thing we can never get back.. so we need to get motivated

Fuck Sam.

Sat, 17 Apr 2004 04:13:13 GMT

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unavenged

Thu, 15 Apr 2004 21:19:43 GMT

God I fell asleep at like 6:30 am, stayed upmaking Tylers journal unavenged, Editing Mikes batman_utt and Utt utt Talked with Tyler and Mike a bit. A good night for me untill I had to bitch out some people for being dumbasses ;p But then it was out to the living room couch to lay down and watch Nick@Nite cheers and full house. I think I fell asleep during bob the builder. now I wake up at 2:00 pm and here I am o.x; so yeah.. I am thinking about making a community for voodoo .. I dunno tho

Don't waste my time

Thu, 15 Apr 2004 08:53:56 GMT

Tyler has a journal ;p that I and mike and tyler sat her going over to make it unavenged

Remenissions

Wed, 14 Apr 2004 07:13:54 GMT

I don't know the answers but neither do you.

Happy Birthday to me.

Mon, 12 Apr 2004 01:01:15 GMT

Yes, Happy Birthday I suppose. 20... wow.. ok.. I really have nothing to say.. updated anyways.